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A friend is a loved one who awakens your life in order to free the wild possibilities within you.

— John O’Donohue

dearlifeTowards the end of “Dear Life, Alice Munro’s most recent (and, she says, her final) collection of short stories, Munro shares a memory from her childhood. Munro has long observed the old advice, “write about what you know,” and her fiction tends to directly or indirectly reflect the arc of her own history, so that her characters are usually born more or less when and where she was born and live in the cities and towns in which she herself has lived. “Dear Life,” however, contains the first stories which Munro explicitly identifies as “autobiographical in feeling.” It is in these suite of autobiographical tales that find the memory of when she was young.

It was summertime. And during the nighttime, the young Alice was haunted by the persistent and unwelcome idea that she might deliberately hurt her sister, that she might strangle her as she slept in the bunk below.

Munro was so distressed by this idea — was it a nightmare or a vision? — that she would get out of bed and, in the warm darkness of the summer, walk around the outside of her family’s house. This went on for a number of days, perhaps even for a number of weeks — Munro walking in order to run away from her dreams — when she realized that her father was quietly waiting for her on the stoop of their home. In spite of her fearful sense that she ought not to confess her reason for being awake and outside, that such a confession would change things between the two of them forever, Munro told her father what it was that weighed so heavily upon her.

This is what Munro writes next:

My father had heard it. He had heard that I thought myself capable of, for no reason, strangling little Catherine in her sleep.

He said, “Well.”

Then he said not to worry. He said, “People have those kind of thoughts sometimes.”

And Munro says that from then on she could sleep.

I suppose that story caught my attention because it reminded me of the several times in my own life when another person has shared a bit of brief and simple wisdom with me and, in a real sense, that wisdom has set me free. In high school, for instance, I was wondering about becoming a professional actor. A veteran of the stage listened to my aspirations and said, “Don’t do it if you don’t have to.” Hearing his advice, I understood pretty much right away that, while I did “have to” be part of a creative enterprise — nurturing beauty was and is a big part of my calling — I did not “have to” act. And so I became a stage manager and, later on, a priest.

More recently, I was working with an individual whose hurt and whose anger sometimes showed up in startling and even destructive ways. Watching the dynamic, my boss Bill Ellis observed,  “It’s way harder to be that person than it is to work with that person.” Through Bill’s words, I was able to understand what was going on in a whole new way. Now, that didn’t always make my interactions with this hurting individual easy. But it did markedly increase my ability to approach those interactions — and other interactions like it — with patience and with empathy.

I could give more examples. And I bet you could as well. Here are the elders, the friends, the teachers, even the people whom we have met only through books. The folks who, whether or not they intended to be wise, managed to say something that opened a door, that named the truth. Here are the people whom we encounter when we are wandering around in the insomniac darkness of our anxiety. The people who share simple and beautiful words. Words which allow us to go back home and go to sleep.

Martin Elfert
Martin Elfert
The Rev. Martin Elfert is an immigrant to the Christian faith. After the birth of his first child, he began to wonder about the ways in which God was at work in his life and in the world. In response to this wondering, he joined Christ Church Cathedral in Vancouver, British Columbia, where he and his new son were baptized at the Easter Vigil in 2005 and where the community encouraged him to seek ordination. Martin served on the staff of the Episcopal Cathedral of St. John the Evangelist in Spokane, Wash. from 2011-2015. He is now the rector of Grace Memorial Episcopal Church in Portland, Oreg.

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